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None Of Our Lives Matter, And We Are All Going To Die

by Heart Of The Bereaved

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    -track list-
    I. Ego Death (27:25)
    II. Purgatory & The Five Stages Of Grief (5:35)
    -total running time: 33:00-

    Each disc comes in a cardstock sleeve and is hand signed. Note that the second track skips, just like it should have originally. Get yours now to burn in a trash can in your back yard, so everyone in the vicinity can smell the sound of the music, also as it should have been heard originally.

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    Original artwork in oil pastel on limited edition matte cardstock prints

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    Black and white pen artwork by Xavier "Abysmal" on limited edition matte cardstock prints, each hand signed.

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    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality downloads of Tears Of The Ocean Bearer [demo single], L'éveil Par La Mort, Disremembrance [single], Finding The Strength To Give Up [EP], None Of Our Lives Matter, And We Are All Going To Die, Mummification [single], Scapegoat's Doctrine [EP], and Commercialized Hecatomb [single]. , and , .

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Ego Death [full live version] 27:25
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Purgatory & The Five Stages Of Grief 05:35
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about

"I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom."

AS A TRIGGER WARNING,
The live song includes sounds of me self harming (self hitting) during the performance. If this hits a sore spot for you personally, you can skip this part from 25:00 to 26:00. This album documented a brief glimpse into a very dismal and painful part of my life which was, in a way, just the inevitable development of unhealed childhood wounds expressing themselves in young adulthood. It was one of innumerable long lived breakdowns I have experienced since the age of 8 or 9 years old. This streaming version of the album is also the original, raw and unmastered recordings from the year of this release. If you would like to hear the 2019 mastered version, CDs are available for a fair price. Here are the notes I had made at the time:

After nearly a decade of withering and dying, we finally present to you two songs of self mutilation and self discovery.
Our very first full feature effort, track 1 is a nearly half hour composition performed entirely impromptu at The Boro Bar & Grill in Murfreesboro, Tennessee on March 15th, and track 2 is a sound collage/industrial track comprised of some manipulated and distorted samples of the audience with added drums, the latter composed on May 22nd of 2017.
The following are the cries and wails of an existential crisis. Caveat emptor.

You may also hear the mastered version in condensed mp3 form at the following link:
soundcloud.app.goo.gl/nxBzt

credits

released May 27, 2017

Musical:
Xavier "Abysmal" - lead voice, bass guitar, djembe, drum programming, sound manipulation, samples & loops
Robert Alonzo - backing voice, drums & percussion

Technical:
Xavier "Abysmal" - recording, editing, engineering, production

Visual:
Darrel E. Boyd - photography
Xavier "Abysmal" - layout

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Heart Of The Bereaved Nashville, Tennessee

Neurodivergent, interdisciplinary performance art howling at you from the putrefactive bowels of the Bible Belt since 2009.

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