Hello. I am an androgynous, neuroatypical nobody known around Nashville, Tennessee as the red haired stranger. My real name is Xavier, but I am not your savior. I founded Heart Of The Bereaved with an old friend in 2009 when we were still in high school, and now at the age of 27 I am founding my own religion / cult. Xavierianism is a kind of fringe, occult, anarcho-primitivist-protohumanist autistic pride militia, unarmed except with our own qi, centering around Jungian psycho-exploration of the collective unconscious, as well as being a reminder when I am exponentially becoming so involved and earnest with complex, social problems that my mental health is taking a toll, that life is only a joke. Every form of it is nothing more than magic, walking, talking cum. With that being said, here is a video for a live album I am working on about some of the previously mentioned topics.
Our creed is, "Normalize being a human animal, in all of its magical diversity." If you refuse to be quiet, listen, and trust in your own senses, then you will have no choice but to suffer the consequences. You will thusly not be given any allowance at all to participate in and enjoy the materialistic benefits of the mutually reciprocated Paradise™ of our Church of Sacrifice™. Your monthly subscription may or may not fund the purchasing or building of our Church and may or may not reap any materialistic benefits, which may or may not be blessed, cursed, or Blue. It will certainly, at the very least, help me to pay one of my utility bills. Either way, I sincerely express human gratitude to you specifically. You will get exclusive content, such as backlogged videos and demos, sketch artwork, various, mysterious objects and Tennessean artifacts of the future tense, the enormous privilege of being able to witness inadvertent oversharing of personal neuroses, and more...
Each of the Tiers are Ranks of Piety™ in being initiated into the Xavierian Sect. The higher you are in the Ranks, the closer you may or may not be in receiving Her nourishment and blessings. Be sure to baptise yourself in bone marrow promptly upon subscription into each Rank of Piety™. Thank you for joining the fight against Foolishness™. ¡Bienvenidos al infierno!
Here’s what you get:
- All the new music I make streaming instantly on your mobile device via the free Bandcamp app, and also available as a high-quality download.*
- These back-catalog and subscriber-only releases:
- A 35% discount on all my merchandise.
- The satisfaction of knowing you’re supporting me in a sustainable way.
![Tears Of The Ocean Bearer [demo single] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a3813399751_9.jpg)
![Disremembrance [single] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a1748115900_9.jpg)
![Mummification [single] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a1205664794_9.jpg)
![Scapegoat's Doctrine [EP] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a4053779707_9.jpg)
![The Roots Practice Sessions: Vol. II [demo] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a2717863960_9.jpg)
![The Roots Practice Sessions [demo] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a1914486769_9.jpg)
![Commercialized Hecatomb [single] cover art](https://f4.bcbits.com/img/a4213371103_9.jpg)
Join:
-
For $27.72/month, you get everything above.
You’re a subscriberThank you!
-
For $33.03/month, you get everything above, plus:
Various, mysterious objects and Tennessean artifacts of the future tense will be delivered with a 50% off discount code to your doorstep, mailbox, tent, or other area of inhabitancy, in inexplicable celebration of everyday phenomena, without notice. You will also be expected to assist at your local homeless shelter as much as humanly possible and wear your complimentary, Xavierian Robe in representation of the untamed behemoth named Fear who scrapes its claws on the door of your Subconscious.You’re a subscriberThank you!
Heart Of The Bereaved
Nashville, Tennessee
Latest Release
